I am Done... MORE TO COME

Two months ago I wrote about having Purpose and Plans.  Since then, I have had several very low moments.  Seriously, what is the point? I work only to pay off my credit cards.  Next year, both of my children will be on the other side of the world, and without parents, brothers or sisters, a husband...  I will be ALL ALONE on this side of the earth.  Day in, day out, alone.  Oh, I have friends... casual friends from work, but they don't invite me over to their homes or out for a drink when they head out.  I do go hiking with one friend when we can get the same days off, but that has been rare lately.  She has a live-in boyfriend, so he is her priority on her off times.

My very best friend lives way far away.  We call, and text.  She has known me the longest, and knows me the best.  She is my only Best Bud.  She has many friends and I am the longest friendship of all of them, but I am not really sure where I fall in line of her favorites. Truly, if she dumps me, I will be a troll and go to live under a bridge somewhere.

So, my phone died.  My phone is a very big piece of my life.  I do everything on my phone.  Texting, watching TV, catching Pokemon, looking things up, finding my way around, getting discounts at stores.... it is my lifeline.  I think I killed my battery playing Pokemon Go as I was always on the phone at work spinning at the Pokestop across the street!  Unless I am asleep, my phone is on, and usually charging since it wasn't lasting long.  I have ordered a battery... it will take a week to arrive.  It has been 5 days so far.  I am falling way behind in my hopes of 5,000 XP points per day with Pokemon!  It has now been 8 days without my phone and I hate it.  I have, however, read two whole books.... so good things can happen :)

My point being, that my younger son got concerned enough, after texting me and not hearing from me in two days, to call my work and ask about me.  My co-worker knew I was having phone issues... which I HAD posted on Facebook